Matthew 14:14-22
Early August is an
especially rich time in the life of the Church.
On August 6, we celebrate the Feast of the Transfiguration of the Lord
on Mount Tabor, when the spiritual eyes of Peter, James, and John were opened
to behold His divine glory to the extent possible for human beings. For the first two weeks of this month, we fast
and pray in preparation for the Feast of the Dormition (or “falling asleep”) of
the Theotokos, when she became the first to follow her Son—body, soul, and
spirit-- into the eternal life of the Kingdom of Heaven. Both these great feasts manifest our sublime
vocation as “partakers of the divine nature” by grace. As Christ said to Nathanael, “You shall
see heaven open, and the angels of God ascending and descending upon the Son of
Man.” (John 1:51)
In order to become transfigured in
holiness, we must respond with active obedience to the Savior’s calling in our
lives. Of course, we would usually
rather avoid accepting that responsibility like the disciples did when the Lord
said concerning the thousands of hungry people who had followed Him into the
wilderness,
“They need not go away; you give them something to eat.” Since it was obvious that
they did not have the provisions to feed all those people, they had asked
Christ to “send the crowds away to go into the villages and buy food for
themselves.” The disciples had only five
loaves of bread and two fish, an absurdly small amount of food for a large
crowd. But they still obeyed when “He
said, ‘Bring them here to Me.’” The
Savior then “blessed, and broke and gave the loaves to the disciples, and the
disciples gave them to the crowds. And
they all ate and were satisfied. And
they took up twelve baskets full of the broken pieces left over. And those who ate were about five thousand
men, besides women and children.”
When “He looked up to Heaven, and blessed, and broke and gave the loaves to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the crowds,” the Savior provided an image of the Eucharist. Had the disciples not offered what little food they had collected to Christ, the crowd would have gone hungry. If no one offers the bread and wine for the celebration of the Divine Liturgy, no one is nourished by the Eucharist. By miraculously satisfying so many with so little, Christ revealed what it means for us to live eucharistically as we offer ourselves and our resources for the fulfillment of His gracious purposes for the world. We must not offer only bread and wine or think that communion with Christ concerns only what we do on Sunday morning. To be truly in communion with Christ means living every day as those who share in His life and are being transfigured in holiness. No matter how tiny or inadequate our offerings may seem, He multiplies them to accomplish His gracious purposes for the world.
During this period of the Dormition Fast, we marvel at how an obscure Palestinian Jewish girl freely offered herself to become the living temple of God when she said, “Behold the handmaid of the Lord. Let it be to me according to your word.” By offering herself fully in obedience, she became the Theotokos, the first to receive Christ into her life and, upon her death, the first to follow Him as a whole, embodied person into the heavenly kingdom. No one forced her to do so, even as her Son did not force the disciples and does not force us. Her obedience was not limited to a one-time event but continued throughout the course of her life, including when she stood by the foot of the Cross as her Son died. Likewise, the disciples’ offering was not limited to the small amount of food they handed over on one day, for they had already obeyed His command to leave behind their occupations and families to follow Christ. Had they refused to abandon their fishing nets, Peter, James, and John would not have been on Mt. Tabor where they beheld the divine glory of the Lord at the Transfiguration. The only way to participate in Christ’s transfiguration of the human person in holiness is to persist in offering ourselves to Him in obedience each day as best we can, no matter how insignificant or difficult the particular offering may seem.
In order to gain the spiritual strength to do so, we must be obedient in the basic spiritual disciplines of the Christian life, including opening our hearts to God in focused prayer and reading the Scriptures each day, keeping a close watch on the thoughts that we accept in our hearts, and fasting in ways appropriate to our health and life circumstances. We must struggle to forgive those who have wronged us, ask forgiveness from those we have wronged, and give generously to help the needy and support the ministries of the Church. We must repent of our sins as we receive Christ’s forgiveness in Confession, which we should all do regularly. And we should receive our Lord’s Body and Blood as often as we can with proper spiritual preparation.
That is how we may become transfigured
in holiness so that we will have the strength to obey His command: “You give
them something to eat.” That is not a
calling for a select few, but the Lord’s calling to us all. In ways beyond our full understanding, the
free obedience of an obscure Jewish girl was necessary for the coming of the
Messiah. In her Dormition and
translation to heaven, the Lord has given us a radiant sign of our
salvation. We must each bow before the
mystery of how her obedience, and ours, plays a unique role in making the world
brilliant with the Lord’s holiness and drawing others into the life of the
kingdom. Let us refuse to be distracted
from fulfilling our vocation to be transfigured in holiness as we offer the loaves
and fishes of our lives for Him to bless and multiply as He sees fit. Let us “lift
up our hearts” as we offer every dimension of our life and world for the
healing and fulfillment that He alone can bring.
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