Mark
2:1-12
If we
were not aware already that we have much in common with the paralyzed man in
today’s gospel reading, the first two weeks of Lent have surely opened our eyes
a bit to that truth. The struggle to
embrace spiritual disciplines quickly shows us that we typically do not control
ourselves very well at all. We find it
so hard to turn away from our usual self-centered habits when we seek to give
more attention to prayer, fasting, and generosity. We are so weak in our ability to stay focused
in opening our hearts to the Lord and guarding them from evil thoughts. We have so little strength to resist our
addiction to our stomachs and taste buds, and basically to indulging our
desires for pleasure in whatever form we want it. We often feel powerless in our struggle to
forgive others and mend broken relationships.
Taking even small steps to reorient our lives to God through spiritual
disciplines should open our eyes to the paralysis of our souls.
If
that is the case for you today, then give thanks that the Lord has shown you a
truth that is necessary for your healing. Jesus Christ said “It is not the
healthy who need a physician, but the sick.
I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners.” (Mark 2:17) We must
know our own disease in order to receive His healing. We must know our own weakness in order to
find His strength. The disciplines of
Lent are tools for helping us see that we do not simply need a new set of rules
or a list of things to do or believe.
No, we need to be restored, to be transformed, to be enabled to rise up
from our slavery to decay in order to walk, to move forward in a blessed life
of holiness from the depths of our souls.
The
salvation to which Christ calls us is not simply a matter of having ideas or
feelings about Him, but of participating personally in the divine nature by
grace. Today
we commemorate St. Gregory Palamas, a great bishop, monastic, and theologian of
the 14th century. He is known especially for defending
the experience of hesychast monks who, through deep prayer
of the heart and asceticism, were enabled to see the Uncreated Light of God
that the Apostles beheld at the Transfiguration of the Lord on Mount
Tabor. Against those who denied that human beings could ever
experience and know God in such ways, St. Gregory taught that we may truly participate
in the divine energies as whole persons. He proclaimed that knowing God means
being united personally with Him by grace. It is to become radiant with
the divine glory like an iron left in the fire in ways that permeate a person’s
body, soul, and spirit.
That
is precisely what we see in the healing of the paralyzed man. Christ raised him up from weakness and
misery, enabling Him to move forward in a life of holiness, a life in which he
had the strength to live as one created in God’s image and likeness. Today we celebrate that the Savior does
precisely the same thing for each of us.
Through His glorious resurrection, He raises us all from slavery to sin
and death. Left to our own devices, we
would always be servants of our own corruption.
But when we confess from our hearts our own brokenness and take the
steps necessary to open ourselves to His healing, He mercifully raises us up to
participate personally in the blessed life that He came to bring to sinners
like you and me.
The
more that we truly humble ourselves before the Lord this Lent, the more open
our hearts will be to the infinite healing power of His grace. He does not rest content with forgiving us in
a legal sense, but calls us to be permeated by His divine energies, to radiate
His holiness as we live and breathe in this world. He strengthens and commands us to manifest
His victory over sin and death in our own lives. Perhaps that is just another way of saying
that He calls us to “rise, take up your pallet and go home.” There is no way to receive His merciful
healing without true humility. And there
is no way to acquire true humility other than to learn to see ourselves in that
paralyzed man whose only hope is in Jesus Christ. Let us use the remaining
weeks of Lent to embrace this deep truth through prayer, fasting, generosity,
and repentance. That is how we will
unite ourselves more fully with the Lord Who came to raise us up with Him into
eternal life. That is how we too will be
healed.
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