Galatians 2:16-20; Mark 8:34-9:1
As we continue to
celebrate the Elevation of the Holy Cross, we must remain on guard against the
temptation of viewing our Lord’s Cross as merely a religious symbol that
requires nothing of us. Through His Self-Offering on the Cross, Christ has
conquered death and brought salvation to the world. But in order for us to share personally in
His eternal life, we must take up our own crosses, deny ourselves, and follow
Him. If we refuse to do that, then we will
show that we are ashamed of our Lord and want no part in Him or His Kingdom. We
will show that we prefer to continue in the old way of death rather than to
enter by His grace into the heavenly reign.
Peter was in precisely such
a state when he tried to explain to Christ that dying on the Cross had nothing
to do with being the Messiah. That is
when the Lord famously said to Peter, “Get behind Me, Satan! For you are
not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men.” That is the context for today’s gospel
passage as Christ teaches that following Him is not a way to gain anything at
all according to the standards of this world, but a calling to offer ourselves without
reservation, no matter the cost. Our vocation
is to lose our lives in this world for Christ and His Gospel in order to share
in His victory over death.
The
calling to take up our crosses stands in stark contrast to the persistent
temptation to try to use religion to exalt ourselves. Across the centuries to the present day, some
have tried to use the Cross to gain earthly power by identifying some version
of an earthly kingdom with our Lord’s heavenly reign. Others have tried to use the Cross as a way
to justify their own religious or moral superiority over their family members,
friends, or neighbors. The problem is
not so much in the particulars of how anyone has used the Cross as in the very
idea of using it, of making it an instrument for serving our passions in achieving
anything at all in this world. Quite to
the contrary, our Lord’s Cross calls us to turn away from addiction to
gratifying our self-centered desires as we offer ourselves in union with His great
Self-Offering for the salvation of the world.
In our epistle reading from Galatians, Saint
Paul opposes fellow Jewish Christians who relied too much on their own ability
to obey the Old Testament law and would have required the same of Gentile
converts. Refusing to trust in his own ability
to obey religious rules, he writes that, “I have been crucified with
Christ, nevertheless I live, yet not I, but Christ lives in me; and the life
which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me,
and gave Himself up for me.” Paul took
up his cross by enduring many struggles and difficulties out of faithfulness to
the Lord, ultimately dying for him as a martyr. He wrote to the Colossians that “I now rejoice in my sufferings for you,
and fill up in my flesh what is lacking in the afflictions of Christ, for the
sake of His body, which is the church.” (Col. 1:24)
There is
obviously nothing deficient in our Lord’s great Self-Offering. All that is lacking is our taking up our own
crosses in obedience to the Lord’s calling to deny ourselves and follow Him.
Because of our own passions and the brokenness of our world of corruption, the
struggle for faithfulness inevitably requires suffering, but not as though pain
were somehow pleasing to God in and of itself.
Such suffering results from the inevitable tension we experience in
embracing the struggle to offer ourselves fully to Christ. Truly taking up our
crosses means fighting the difficult battle of confronting our own personal
brokenness each day as we reject thoughts, feelings, and habits that would keep
us focused on serving ourselves and the false gods of this world.
Christ prayed the night before His crucifixion, “Father, if You
are willing, take this cup from me; yet not my will, but Yours be done.”
(Luke 22:42) He ascended the Cross in free obedience, and no one forces us to
take up our crosses either. Many
problems and pains come upon us without our asking for them in this life, even
to the point of death, and it is so easy to refuse to suffer in a spiritually
health way. As Job’s wife suggested, we can “Curse God and die!” (Job 2:9) in response
to losses, obstacles, and disappointments.
We can refuse to offer our wounds to Christ for healing by ignoring them
or convincing ourselves that we are still better off spiritually than the
people we like to condemn. Of course,
doing so will simply fuel our passions, blind us with spiritual pride, and corrupt
our relationships with others. No one
can keep us from refusing to take up our crosses, as freedom is an intrinsic
dimension of being in God’s image.
Only we can
unite ourselves to Christ in His Great Self-Offering for the salvation of the
world. Regardless of the circumstances, we have the freedom to refuse to fall
into despair, for any instance of struggle, pain, disappointment, or suffering provides
an opportunity to purify the desires of our hearts as we learn to entrust
ourselves more fully to the Lord. Difficulties
by their nature present challenges to which we may respond in a Christlike way
or according to our passions. He offered
up Himself fully upon the Cross and refused to respond in kind to those who
hated and rejected Him. Likewise, we may
unite ourselves to Him in every dimension and circumstance of our lives,
including those in which we are sorely tempted not to respond as He did. Illness,
broken relationships with others, worries about the future, regrets about the
past, crushed hopes, and even the worst losses imaginable all present
opportunities to grow in “love, joy, peace, longsuffering,
kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.” Saint Paul wrote that “those who are Christ’s have crucified the flesh with its
passions and desires.” (Gal. 5:22-24)
Our self-centered and distorted desires usually
rear their ugly heads quickly when we face trying circumstances. If you are like me, you sometimes react like Jonah
when the vine that gave him shade was eaten by a worm. That was a very small thing, but Jonah became
so angry that he literally wished he would die. (Jonah 4:5-11) Other
times we face circumstances so grave that they rattle us to the depths of our
souls and we must struggle mightily not to fall into despair about life
itself. Whether in matters small or
great, there is no lack of opportunity to take up our crosses as we struggle to
find healing for our souls.
Doing so usually
does not require anything particularly dramatic or extraordinary. It is normally a matter of focusing on the
basic disciplines of the Christian life, such as refusing to accept sinful
thoughts into our hearts, forgiving those who have wronged us, and trusting
that nothing “will be able to
separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.” (Rom. 8:39)
The more that we open our souls to the Lord’s healing strength through prayer,
repentance, and serving our neighbors, the less time and energy we will have
for stirring up and embracing the impassioned thoughts that lead to sinful
actions. The less that we worry
obsessively or run our mouths thoughtlessly, the more we will be able to pray
to God from our hearts to grant what is best for us, our loved ones, and our world. We must follow the Apostle’s teaching, “Be anxious for nothing,
but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your
requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses
all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.”
(Philippians 4:6-7) This is the path for gaining the strength to take up our crosses, deny ourselves,
and follow Christ.
In order to take
up our crosses, we must choose to embrace the struggle of dying to our vain illusions
about ourselves, other people, and our world.
Our hope is not in spiritual or moral perfection acquired merely by our
own willpower, but in the gracious mercy of the One Who offered up Himself for
our salvation purely out of love. Through
the Cross, He has brought life in the midst of death, light in the midst of
darkness, and joy in the midst of despair.
We will receive His healing as we persistently offer ourselves to Him in
humble faith, no matter what challenges and pains life brings us. That is how we may die to the corrupting
power of sin and enter into the blessedness of His Kingdom, which remains not
of this world. The only way to truly elevate
the Holy Cross is by denying ourselves and taking up our own crosses to follow
the Savior each day of our lives.