1Timothy 2:1-7; Luke
4:16-22
1Timothy 2:1-7; Luke
4:16-22
1 Corinthians 3:9-17: Matthew 14:22-34
If you are like me, there are times when you become
worried or upset over matters of very little importance. It often does not take much to punch our
buttons because we base our sense of self and wellbeing, as well as our hopes
for the future, on illusions that cannot fulfill them. Due to our darkened spiritual vision, we do
not see ourselves, our relationships with other people, or where we stand
before the Lord very clearly. When the
inevitable challenges of life cause us to catch even a small glimpse of these
uncomfortable truths, we usually do not like it and can easily start to sink
into the churning sea of our passions.
1 Corinthians 1:10-17; Matthew
14:14-22
It
is easy to fall into despair before our own personal problems, the challenges
faced by loved ones, and the brokenness of our society and world. It is tempting to refuse to accept that we remain
responsible for offering ourselves to Christ as best we can for healing and
transformation in holiness, regardless of what is going on in our lives,
families, or world. We would usually
rather avoid accepting that responsibility like the disciples did when the Lord
said concerning the thousands of hungry people who had followed Him into the
wilderness,
“They need not go away; you give them something to eat.” Since it had been
obvious to the disciples that they did not have the provisions to feed all
those people, they had asked Christ to “send the crowds away to go into the
villages and buy food for themselves.”
The disciples had only five loaves of bread and two fish, an absurdly
small amount of food for a large crowd.
But they still obeyed when “He said, ‘Bring them here to Me.’” The Savior then “blessed, and broke and gave
the loaves to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the crowds. And they all ate and were satisfied. And they took up twelve baskets full of the
broken pieces left over. And those who
ate were about five thousand men, besides women and children.”
The
Lord revealed His identity as the Messiah by miraculously supplying food for
hungry Jews in the desert like manna from heaven in the Old Testament. The five loaves remind us of the five books
of law in the Hebrew Bible, while the two fish recall the two tablets of God’s
commandments received by Moses. From
these small amounts of food came such an abundance that twelve basketsful were
leftover, which reminds us of the twelve tribes of Israel. Five thousand men and their families were
fed, which again recalls the five Old Testament books of law. The Lord
miraculously satisfied the hunger of a multitude in a way that showed He is the
Messiah Who fulfills the promises to Abraham, which are now extended to all who
respond to Him with humble faith.
Christ taught the disciples and us that we
must offer ourselves and our resources to become instruments of His salvation in
this world, regardless of our weaknesses and inadequacies. Adam and Eve did the opposite by disobeying
the Lord’s command and indulging their self-centered desires. They thus refused
to fulfill their vocations as living icons of God and pursued a path leading
only to despair and death. The Savior
offered Himself on the Cross in order to liberate us from such a depraved state
through His glorious resurrection on the third day. We unite ourselves to His offering when we
lift up our hearts and offer bread and wine for the celebration of the
Eucharist in the Divine Liturgy. He has
restored and fulfilled the original purpose of food and drink in order to bring
us into the eternal communion of love shared by the Persons of the Holy
Trinity. He nourishes us with His Body and Blood such that His life becomes
ours as participants in the Wedding Feast of the Lamb.
When “He
looked up to Heaven, and blessed, and broke and gave the loaves to the
disciples, and the disciples gave them to the crowds,” the Savior provided an
image of the Eucharist. The disciples did not know that when they handed over their bread and
fish to the Lord on that particular day.
But had they not offered what little food they had collected to Christ, the
crowd would have gone hungry. If no one offers the bread and wine for the
celebration of the Divine Liturgy, no one is nourished by the Eucharist. By miraculously satisfying so many with so
little, Christ revealed what it means for us to live eucharistically as we
offer ourselves and our resources for the fulfillment of His gracious purposes
for the world. We must not offer only
bread and wine or think that communion with Christ concerns only what we do on
Sunday morning. Far from it, we must
live every day as those who share in His life, offering every aspect of our existence
in the world for His blessing and fulfillment.
No matter how tiny or inadequate we may think our offerings are, He
multiplies them to accomplish His gracious purposes for us, our neighbors, and
our world.
As we
continue to celebrate the Dormition (or “falling asleep”) of the Theotokos, let
us marvel at how an obscure Palestinian Jewish girl freely offered herself to become Christ’s virgin mother when she said, “Behold the handmaid of the
Lord. Let it be to me according to your
word.” By offering herself fully in that
moment, she became the Theotokos, the first to receive Christ into her life
and, upon her death, the first to follow Him—body, soul, and spirit-- into the
heavenly kingdom. No one forced her,
even as her Son did not force the disciples and does not force us. It is tragically possible to continue instead
in the way of our first parents, enslaved to sin and the fear of death. They did not offer themselves in obedience,
but became consumers of the creation, using God’s blessings only to satisfy
their own desires. Their self-centered obsession is at the root
of our corruption and we must constantly be on guard against returning to the popular
path that leads to the despair of the grave.
As the Theotokos’ example shows, we must
never despair of the importance or the possibility of offering ourselves to Christ,
regardless of the apparent insignificance of our actions or how we have weakened
ourselves by our sins. Her obedience was
not limited to a one-time event but continued throughout the course of her
life, even as she saw her Son rejected and condemned and stood by the foot of
the Cross as He died. Likewise, the
disciples’ offering was not limited to the small amount of food they handed
over on one day, for they had already obeyed His command to leave behind their
occupations and families in order to follow Christ. Had they refused to abandon their fishing
nets in order to do so, Peter, James, and John would not have been on Mt. Tabor
where they beheld the divine glory of the Lord at the Transfiguration. The only way to participate in Christ’s
transfiguration of the human person in holiness and to follow the Theotokos
into the eternal life of the Kingdom is to persist in offering ourselves to Him
in obedience each day as best we can, no matter how insignificant or difficult
the particular offering may seem. We
never know how God will multiply our small offerings to bless the world. We
must simply obey and leave the rest in His hands.
We
will gain the spiritual strength to do so only if we are obedient in embracing
the basic spiritual disciplines of the Christian life, including keeping a rule
of daily prayer, mindfully keeping a close watch on the thoughts of our hearts,
and fasting in a way appropriate to our health and life circumstances. We must
forgive those who have wronged us, ask forgiveness from those we have wronged,
and give generously to help the needy and support the ministries of the Church.
We must repent of our sins as we embrace
Christ’s forgiveness in Confession, which we should all do regularly. And we should receive our Lord’s Body and
Blood as often as we can with proper spiritual preparation.
That is how we will gain the strength to
live eucharistically. That is how we will
be able to obey His command: “You give them something to eat.” If we refuse to live in communion with the
Savior in the small and unremarkable ways that are available to us each day,
what will we ever have to share with
others? How will we gain the spiritual
clarity to know how He calls us to serve Him?
We must offer ourselves to Christ daily through the most basic spiritual
disciplines in order to become transfigured in holiness. That is not a calling for a select few, but
the Lord’s command to each and every person who bears the divine image and
likeness. In ways beyond our full
understanding, the free obedience of an obscure Jewish girl was necessary for the
coming of the Messiah. In her Dormition
and translation to heaven, the Lord has given us a radiant sign of our
salvation. We must each bow before the
mystery of how her obedience, and ours, plays a unique role in making the world
brilliant with the Lord’s holiness and drawing others into the life of the
kingdom. So let us now lay aside all
earthly cares, lift up our hearts, offer bread and wine, and commune as guests
at the Messianic Banquet. And then let
us live accordingly each day of our lives, as we make the unique offerings that
literally no one else can make.
Romans 15:1-7; Matthew 9:27-35
Today we continue to celebrate the Transfiguration of the
Lord on Mt. Tabor, when the spiritual eyes of Peter, James, and John were
opened to behold His divine glory. They
saw Him shining brilliantly and heard the voice of the Father proclaiming “This
is my beloved Son with Whom I am well pleased; listen to Him.” We also continue to prepare to celebrate the
Dormition (or “falling asleep”) of the Theotokos, when she became the first to
follow her Son as a whole embodied person into the eternal life of the heavenly
kingdom. This spiritually rich season
calls us to become transfigured in holiness like the virgin mother of the
Savior, who received Christ into her life without reservation and lived
faithfully as His holy temple all her days.
Regardless of our sex, marital status, or personal history, she remains
the model for us all of obedient receptivity to Christ. Our hope to follow her into heavenly glory is
in the healing mercy of her Son, Who shares His victory over death with all who
unite themselves to Him in humble faith and obedience.
That is precisely what the blind men did in today’s gospel
lesson. They sat by the road and begged,
for that was all that they could do in that time and place in order to
survive. We do not know the mental state
of the man who was possessed by a demon and unable to speak, for others had to
bring Him to the Lord for deliverance. The blind beggars were Jews who asked
for mercy from the Son of David, a Jewish term for the Messiah. Even though their faith was far from perfect,
as symbolized by their blindness, the Lord had mercy on them and restored their
sight.
The man who was unable to speak was a Gentile, which is
why the people responded, “’Never was anything like this seen in Israel,’”
while “the Pharisees said, ‘He casts out demons by the prince of demons.’” Due to their idolatry, the mouths of the
Gentiles had been shut to the glory of God, and the Jews at that time expected
a Messiah who would bless them, not the other peoples of the world. But Christ’s mercy restored the man’s speech,
cast out the demon, and provided a sign of how He came to bring salvation to
the entire world. In today’s epistle
reading, St. Paul wrote to the Christians in Rome, both Jews and Gentiles, that
“together you may with one voice glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus
Christ.” We Gentiles may now know and glorify Him every bit as much as
the descendants of Abraham, for the ancient promises extend to all who have
faith in the Messiah. The Holy Spirit has united the divided tongues of
the tower of Babel such that people of all cultures, ethnicities, and
nationalities may join together in the praise of God as full members of the
household of Christ in faith.
It should be no surprise that the Lord restored the
abilities of sight and speech to these suffering men. To see is to know and experience in ways that
transcend rational description. The spiritual
eyes of Peter, James, and John were opened to behold the divine glory of the
Lord, to the extent that they were able, at His Transfiguration, when they saw
Him radiant with brilliant light. We
know God through the eye of the soul, the nous,
not as a symbol or idea, but by true participation through His grace or
divine energies. Christ’s restoration of
the sight of the blind men provides an icon of what He has done for fallen
humanity blinded by sin, wandering in the darkness of those enslaved to the
fear of death, and unable to share in the eternal life of God. In Him, the eyes of our souls are restored,
cleansed, and healed so that we may
know the Lord not in images and ideas, but as a Person in Whose life we truly participate
as His living icons.
Likewise, our ability to speak has profound spiritual
significance, for the Lord taught that “A good man brings good things out of the good stored up in
his heart, and an evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in his
heart. For the mouth speaks what the heart is full of.” (Luke 6:45) The
Scriptures contain many warnings about the dangers associated with mindlessly running
our mouths. We read in the Psalms, “Set a watch, O Lord, before my mouth;
keep the door of my lips.” (Ps. 141:3) Christ taught that we
will have to give an account for every idle word that we speak, “For by your
words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned.”
(Matt. 12:36) It is not what goes into our mouths, but what comes out of
them that defiles us. (Matt. 15:11) As St. James wrote, the tongue is small,
powerful, and very difficult to control: “It corrupts the whole body, sets
the whole course of one’s life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.”
(Jas. 3:6) The uncomfortable truth is that how and what we speak reveals the
true state of our souls, for which we must give an account to the Lord at the
last day. Whether we are currently embracing
Christ’s healing is not an inscrutable secret, but is plain for all to hear in
the words we speak and in the actions we perform every day. We must remember what the Lord said, “Judge not, that you be not
judged. For with what judgment you judge, you will
be judged; and with the measure you use, it will be measured back to you.” (Matt. 7:1-2)
Like the men in today’s gospel reading, we all need the gracious
healing of the Lord for our eyes, our mouths, and every aspect of who we
are. Though physical and spiritual sight
are different, what we fill our eyes with certainly impacts our hearts and how
we think, speak, and act. There is great
danger to our souls in pornography, in any type of entertainment that glorifies
sex, violence, and the love of money and power, and also in the many images of superficial
happiness found on social media. Much of what passes for news or entertainment
today is designed to inflame our passions in order to bring power and money to
the sponsors, whoever they may be. We may want only to be entertained or
informed, but what we see and hear can easily keep us so wedded to spiritual darkness
that we will become blind to the brilliant light of Christ. The less that we fill our physical eyes and
ears with what inflames our passions, keeps us from seeing ourselves and our
neighbors as living icons of God, and otherwise weakens us spiritually, the
more we will be able to open the eyes of our souls to experience and know the
Lord from the depths of our hearts. Keeping
a close watch on our eyes, ears, and mouths is not a calling only for other
people, for none of us is so advanced spiritually that we can safely let our
own guard down before such powerful temptations.
Especially in today’s culture, we must be careful not to fall
prey to self-centeredness in our words and deeds. As St. Paul wrote to the Christians in Rome, concern
for the wellbeing of our neighbors must take precedence over our own desires:
“Brethren, we who are strong ought to bear the infirmities of the weak,
and not to please ourselves. Let each one of us please his neighbor for that
which is good for his edification.” We
must not speak and act as though our will must always be done or think that we
have some personal characteristic that makes it necessary for us to always have
the last word. In the family, the life
of the Church, and in any other setting, we must embrace the humility of blind
beggars who know that they must cry out, “Have mercy on us, Son of David.” Such humble trust is necessary for us to
learn to see our neighbors as living icons of Christ whom we must serve with selfless
love. To see and speak about others in
the light of our passions is a terrible form of blindness that will make it
impossible for us to behold the glory of the Lord.
During
the Dormition Fast, we all have the opportunity to reorient the desires of our
hearts toward their true fulfillment in the love of God and neighbor. Our transfiguration in holiness is a matter
of following the example of the Theotokos in doing precisely that. Like her, let us gain the spiritual clarity
to lift up our hearts in humble obedience and receptivity to her Son, Who has
conquered death and opened the gates of Paradise. It is only through Him that our spiritual
eyes will be opened and our tongues will be loosed to offer praise and glory to
God.
Romans 12: 6-14; Matthew 9: 1-8
We are certainly in a spiritually rich time of year
in the life of the Church. Having begun
the fast in preparation for the Dormition of the Theotokos, we are now also
anticipating the Transfiguration of the Lord, when Peter, James, and John beheld
His divine glory on Mount Tabor. As with
all the feasts of the Church, the point is not simply to remember what happened
long ago, but instead to participate personally in the eternal truth made
manifest in these celebrations. And that
means nothing less than being transfigured ourselves by our Lord’s gracious
divine energies as we come to share more fully in His restoration and
fulfillment of the human person as a living icon of God.
In order for that to happen, we must become like the
Theotokos in saying, “Behold the handmaiden of the Lord. Let it be to me according to your word.” In other words, we must follow her example of
holy receptivity and obedience to Christ, for she said “Yes” to God with every
once of her being as the first and model Christian who also became the first to
follow Him as a whole embodied person into the Kingdom of Heaven. Looking to her uniquely blessed example, we
pray, fast, and give alms in order to open our souls in humility to receive the
divine grace necessary to gain the strength to rise up from our comfortable
beds of self-centeredness and move forward into a life of holiness. She shows us how a human being—living in a
fallen world, subject to temptation, and facing the reality of the grave –may become
transfigured in holiness through union with her Son.
Today’s gospel reading provides another example of
what such personal transformation looks like.
When the paralyzed man was brought to Christ, He refused to be
constrained as a mere faith healer or miracle worker, for He actually forgave
the sins of the paralyzed man. In doing
so, He showed His divinity in a way that scandalized the religious leaders, for
only God could do that and they did not believe that He was divine. The man’s
paralysis is a vivid icon of the state of humanity cast out of Paradise,
corrupted and decayed by our refusal to pursue the fulfillment of our calling
to become like God in holiness. By rejecting
our true vocation and looking for fulfillment in gratifying our self-centered
desires, we have diminished ourselves to the point of becoming as weak as the
man unable to get up off the ground. Christ
responded to him with healing mercy, granting the poor man strength and
restoration beyond what he could ever have given himself, no matter how hard he
tried. In response to the Savior’s
gracious therapy, the man obeyed the command to stand up, pick up his bed, and
walk home. Apart from this personal
encounter with the Lord, the man would have remained enslaved to debilitating
weakness and despair, but the Savior’s healing restored his ability to move
forward in the life of one who bears the image and likeness of God.
When we open our souls to receive the Lord’s mercy through
prayer, fasting, and generosity to our neighbors, we receive the same therapy
that He extended to the paralyzed man.
We ask Him to heal our wounds, restore our strength, and help us become
participants in the eternal joy for which He created us. We ask Him to deliver us from the wretched,
corrupt state of being so weak before our passions that we feel helpless before
our familiar temptations, no matter how much we despise them. We ask Him to
help us gain the wherewithal to put behind us the ingrained habits of thought,
word, and deed that serve only to make us and our neighbors miserable. We even dare to ask Him to make us “partakers
of the divine nature” who share by grace in His victory over death, which is
the wages of sin.
To rise up, take up our beds, and walk home is to freely
obey Christ, even as the Theotokos accepted her extraordinary calling to become
the virgin mother of the Son of God. Since
one dimension of being in the divine image is to have freedom, God never forces
us to fulfill our vocation to become more like Him in holiness. As we affirm in so many of our prayers, we are
responsible for how we use our freedom as those who will stand before the dread
judgement seat of Christ. God wants all
to be saved (1 Tim. 2:4), but we must not blithely assume that our beliefs or
membership in the Church somehow guarantee us the blessedness of the Kingdom. Christ said that to whom much is given, much
will be required. (Lk. 12:48) As He taught, “Not
everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but
he who does the will of My Father in heaven.”
(Matt. 7:21) True transfiguration in Christ is not merely a matter of having
certain ideas or emotions about God, for as St. James wrote, “faith by itself,
if it does not have works, is dead.” (Jas. 2:17) The standard of eternal
judgment in the Lord’s parable in Matthew 25 is how people treated Christ in
their most miserable neighbors. That is
not a matter of legalistic self-justification, but of becoming so transfigured in
holiness that we spontaneously convey His gracious mercy to those in whom we
encounter Him every day.
Christ alone is the Savior Who has united divinity
and humanity in His own Person, conquered death through His glorious
resurrection, and ascended in glory to heaven.
He alone will come to judge the living and the dead, Whose kingdom will have
no end. As the God-Man, He is our restoration and fulfillment as living icons
of God. His commandments are not
arbitrary or superficial, but go to the heart and require our transformation as
whole persons. St. Paul described the
chief characteristics of such a life in today’s epistle reading: “Let love be
genuine; hate what is evil, hold fast to what is good; love one another with
brotherly affection; outdo one another in showing honor. Never flag in zeal, be
aglow with the Spirit, and serve the Lord. Rejoice in your hope, be patient in
tribulation, be constant in prayer. Contribute to the needs of the saints,
practice hospitality. Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse
them.”
Such a life requires
the purity of heart necessary to see God, which we will never acquire by lying
comfortably in our beds of self-centered desire. True transfiguration in holiness has nothing
to do with judging ourselves and others according to superficial checklists of
piety or morality, for it is entirely possible to congratulate ourselves for going
through the motions of religious or legal observance while remaining enslaved
to pride, anger, lust, greed, vengeance, and other passions that will keep us
spiritually paralyzed. In the Sermon on
the Mount, the Savior taught that Old Testament laws on murder and adultery go
to the heart in ways that call us to become holy as God is holy, not merely to
refrain from grossly immoral behaviors. True transfiguration in holiness is an
infinite goal and we will not progress toward it by viewing the Christian life
as an exercise in justifying ourselves in our own minds by our good behavior. Instead, we must obey the Lord in humility
according to the level of spiritual clarity and strength that we currently
possess, even as we use our ongoing struggle to do so as a reminder of our
constant need for the healing mercy of the Lord for overcoming the paralysis
that remains with us.
In this spiritually
rich time of year, let us unite ourselves in faith and faithfulness to the Lord
Who was transfigured in glory on Mt. Tabor, for He alone makes it possible for
us to be transfigured in holiness as “partakers of the divine nature” by
grace. Let us look to the Theotokos as
the great example of a merely human person who did precisely that and has now
followed her Son into the life of heaven. She used her freedom to say “Yes” to God with every
once of her being. Let us follow her
blessed example, for that is the only way to receive His gracious healing of
the ongoing paralysis of sin in our lives.